miin

~~ miin ~~

这几天的我

好像都不是我

好烦好不开心

身边的朋友都有心事

情事??家里事??

都有... ... ...

怎么???

怎么都这样..

别说朋友..

我自己都有着问题...

好累~我累了~~

很累去面对这一切~

我真的很希望"你"能体谅到..

不是我可以对你那样...

是我自己也拿我自己没办法了..

可是我想事情过了以后

应该一切都回转好吧???

希望如此...

希望我和我的朋友都可以开开心心...

远离伤心事...远离烦恼....

大家一起加油^^

我相信,我们都可以!!

19jan 2010

~~我~~你~~他~~

心情好沉重...
我该怎么说....
当我知道这一切......
心好酸~~好痛~~
不止我吧...云凡和我今天都为你留下心酸的泪~~
不想看见那样低落的你,憔悴的你.....

我们都知道...也有眼睛看见...
你真的好坚强,好辛苦~
怎么说,你都比你的哥哥会想得多。
好气他!!怎么都不会想..害到你们这样~
我懂刚才你跟我说话时也是强忍着泪水....
我看见你那双红的眼睛,我也只好忍着~

我们都好像帮你,可是真的不懂该怎么帮你...
我们能做的,就是在你身边陪着你,支持你..
我家人也都很同情你,我相信云凡也是一样,我们都会尽量帮助你~

你好烦,不懂该怎么办...
我们都知道也都明白...
连你也妈妈对你说那些丧气的话,
你肯定也都很不好受~~
我们只是要你知道,
请别忘记你身边还有我们这班好友
我们会支持你帮助你 @.^

还有,我们都肯定不会说出去
或许你担心明天在学校可欣的事
不过我想应该没什么的吧~~
好复杂哦~~
都从没有关系到的东西变到现在那样复杂。
不过没关系，我们都愿意为你加油打气!!

我们都是用永远的好朋友好知己 =)

14jan 2010

气死我....气死我....气死我丫 ....

为什么她这样喜欢这样??

难道她的人真的是这样吗???

我不知道yorr......!!!!

每次朋友们就只是劝我,别理她拉...什么什么的~

不过~~~~~~~~~~~~

唉,我不懂啦....

就别去想就是了~~

我这两天在学校也未免太high了吧???

哈哈哈~~有点傻傻....

可能在家心情也不怎么好咯...

我很伤心~今天我无辜被爸爸骂~

真的不是我的错,为什么都要把气出在我的身上???

真的不想再伤心了可以吗???
伤心真的不好受.....
T.T
我该怎么办???

11 jan 2010...

i'm not happy today...
many things happen....
i'm really tired all this while!!!!
i hate it..
hate this feeling...
busy everyday...
so stressful..
homework?? bsmm???
hais!!
the earliest night that i slept was yesterday...
i think around 11pm or 12am..
tired tired tired...

1 week = 7days
everydays.... everdays i need to wake up early in the morning..
sunday to thursday need to go to skul..
friday morning tuition...
and saturday for co-curiculum...

sports day is coming soon..
need to learn new marching style..
so need to spend more time to school to learn all this from the jurulatih...
haisss........

2010 is the most busy year for me!!
spm and bsmm!!!
i need to work harder..
i just left only half year for having bsmm activities life...
since we bcum ajk, mr lau changed all things..
this was the first year for scout and bsmm in chio min...
need to have cert from negeri or daerah only we can continue our job..
feb is coming!! the result will come out on feb..
i wish 9 of us gud luck!! ><

wish me can stay away from all those sad things... exspecially with him
i don't want to cry everyday everynight...
please...
i will try my best to overcome all this

敏过的十二月..........

12月的我....
好像都过得很充实....happy^^
很久没写了咯~~
我也比较少上网~~
就先从mummy生日时说起吧...

12dec & 13 dec 2009
-i changed my hairstyle..
i had cut my hair become short...
after a few days... i uploaded new photo in msn...
all my frens get shocked when saw that...
keep on asking me why i cut my haor becum short...
=.="

-at night... daddy brought me, mummy and didi went to black canyon for celebrating mummy's bday... daddy will not around with us the next day(14dec).. mum's bday is on (14dec)..
i dont knw what is mummy's feeling... but i knw... she had a little bit angry and dissapointed..
daddy was going out with his friend... he had forgotten the next day is mummy's bday...
i get shocked when siao gu informed me dad is going out next day..
mummy: dont angry larr.. at least he brought u out for a dinner before he went out...

14dec 2009
- v went to E&O hotel again... having buffet lunch lor..
v went for shopping also... heheh...
mummy brought us to penang... she was having a nice mood that day...
heheh... when mummy was ready for paying the bill, she told the waiter saying that im just a child... so half price lorr... walauuuu... qian wen== as she is younger than me 3 years old..
but her price is 45++... dunnoe i should be happy or be sad.. haha

- go shopping..
first: {young hearts} wuhoo!! mummy bought me new 1... hehe...
second: {estee lauder} mummy alrd spend 300++ there.. but not for me :(
total up... not included extra fees.. mummy alrd spend 500++ on that day...
i wish to shopping again v mum when she is having a nice mood!! wahaha...

17dec 2009 -- 20dec 2009
-going to fayu camp lorr..
还蛮开心的..可是有时发生了有点点我不开心的事....
是真的失望!!我很痛心!!
but it's over...... let it be............
害我有时偷偷掉了几点眼泪~~~
那三天过得好快....不错啦~~first time^^
有几不错的回忆....

21dec 2009
-收拾到很夜......
隔天去营咯........
**期待~~~~~**

22dec 2009-23dec 2009
-在营阿....有时几闷下的咯...
可是看到的first aid比赛..真的几geng一下....
不错~~^^
跟佳莹他们& krian scout那些的有时还几癫一下的~~
23晚上...来了两个豪~~~
我们都好闷阿!!high不起来....结果.......
chio min RC TL & ATL 还哭了...
有点丑丑羞羞.....应该没人看到吧....
很烦!! panic 咯~~~~
跟你....也算是有不错的回忆吧???

24dec2009
-早上我从SP回来....累哦~~
收拾好东西什么...就跟HJ, KS, YT, WL去countdown了...
去gurney..先去sushi king....
过后走走...又去starbucks.....
还看到恶心的东西...haha...
KK YT 和我都有同样的表情....
很癫!! 3am 到家....
有点傻~~~~
我6点才睡~~~真的是~~~~~~~
有个难忘的圣诞节和平安夜~~~

好像也几可怜PMR考生.....
24号拿成绩.....result no gud都没心过圣诞了咯......
不过没关系拉.....大家SPM加油~~!!
照片迟些再放上来.....

hehe^^

me....???

我???
我到底怎么了??
我这几天好像又没什么理到你...
好像没顾到你的感受....
允许我再说 sOrRy....

我的电话被送进院了...
我很惨耶~~还要等......哎~~~
衰yo~~
好像有很多东西都解释不到....
不是我不要回你~~
不是我不给你信息我~~
我真的不懂怎样解释...
我知道,你肯定有想..我们之间又出了什么问题呢??
难道你又做错??
没有...真的没有...
我好希望我能解释出给你听为什么...
可是我真的不知道我该怎么说...
请你相信我...

SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY
SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY

你有你的东西烦...而我却帮不到你什么...
有时我真的不懂怎样回答你...
会好像没话讲...
我真的没有任何意见~~~
sorry

希望你能尽快解决吧
我真的帮不上忙.......

10dec 2009

好像好几天没写喽...
那天(8dec) 去到ipoh...店竟然没开耶~~
哈哈~~
可是这几天好像都不怎么开心...去的前一晚还被骂..
lalala....
最讨厌听到的:"你是女生阿!"
what???!!现在什么年代了??怎么都赖到我头上来...
全部都一样~!!知道的不知道的都说...
冤枉我

难免有时真的很想离开这里...不喜欢这种感觉...
有时往往我回去想开心的东西去忘记掉...可是你们一次又一次这样...
是谁都不能顶喽~
现在我心想的是: 其实现在我并没有当初我想象的快乐...没有想像得那么开心~
真的~~世界变了....
我们全部会这样带着遗憾而离开吗??
全部事情都好像很出乎意料...
有时真的有点痛心...有点心酸..
我受不了你们那样...我会疯!!

2009年好像是我最不开心的一年...
可能也开始慢慢长大了吧...有时会想多多...
好怀念从前~~
你们不了解....用嘴巴说那当然容易....
好咯~~~这些都不说了...
我希望我还剩下的21天都能好好过..
毕竟我这几个月真的是留了太多的泪....
我希望我的11,12,13............,30,31日都能过得比现在开心...
我不想再过伤心的生活....
我已经很尽力很乐观地去面对...
我也需要些时间.....
我真的不想再继续这样下去....


wish me happy~~~ =)